Happy Sunday

I am just chillen on a Sunday afternoon. My life has been a little uneventful. I still need to get in and hit hamstrings but Im so sore Im procrastinating it. Searching for a sublease on Craigs.. sucks! I only need something for 2-3 months. Really hard to find. I am so excited to get out of Denver. Denver is one seriously dull city with average at best eating. This is so over due! Like years! Finally, my life is moving forward. Its still bittersweet. I miss so much about my past but I cannot live there. Phoenix is going to be fun for my "meantime". Its a good location to kinda search myself and where I want to go and be from there. Close to some cities I love and beautiful. I'm madly in love with San Diego. Who knows I may fall in love. Baby steps, one day at a time.

I love boxing. Since I took it up this winter I got a whole new appreciation for it. Its insane athleticism. So we got the Paquiao Bradley fight last night. Cause I always watch the HBO 24/7s I get really into the road there. Its a lot like watching a bb video that documents what a bb goes through. I am a huge Paquiao fan but I was rooting a bit for underdog Bradley, and he fought well but I cannot believe though just how corrupt that judgement call was. Holy shit! I have seen some horrible judgement calls in bb over the years but damn.. this was unreal. So wrong.. what were they thinking? Dumb fucks. Just an example how stupid people with too much money can behave.
I haven't boxed for a couple of months since I moved south and it bums me out. I REALLY love it. Not something I ever not want to do. Kinda like lifting. My lifting has been inconsistent over the months cause I just don't have a lot of stability to my life. Everything has to be in place to be a successful pro bb/athlete. I'm getting there. ;) I sure am happier lifting consistently though. I am grateful for the gym! Ive been trying to do anything to burn calories too cause my appetite is crazy bad. I walk as much as possible, lift longer, and eat less sugar.. and ice cream. But oh man do I eat!

Today I am celebrating gratitude. I have had a frustrating time for a long time, but the last 2 months have been a major test. I am so positive and happy when I remember to be grateful. I write it all down and it makes it real. Its very easy to be sincerely grateful when you have gone through some ugly shit. I just remind myself about what is really important to me. You can try it and I promise you will feel a shift in your attitude. Get a pen and pad out!
I am grateful for my honesty. Funny as that sounds. So many cannot be honest.. with themselves or others. I am so happy I can be cause it actually makes me happy to live in truth. It also allows me to be ME.

Guys.. be CLEAN! I will never get involved with a slob. If you cant be clean you are fucking gross. Period.

I am also writing for Muscle Sport Magazine now. My first one is out.

http://www.musclesportmag.com/magazine/magazine-issue-9/